The Handmaid’s Tale season 3 episode 9, titled “Heroic,” airs tonight at 12:00 a.m. ET, 11:00 p.m. CT. The official Hulu description for the episode reads: “Confined in a hospital, June’s sanity begins to fray. An encounter with Serena Joy forces June to reassess her recent actions.” Learn on for a stay recap of the most recent episode of the present. (WARNING! Spoilers forward, so flip back now for those who’re not caught up!)
Tonight’s episode will see June being punished for her strolling associate Ofmatthew’s momentary lapse of judgement, after the distressed handmaid (who was being shunned by the other handmaids) decided to steal a guard’s gun and try and kill Aunt Lydia before she was shot down. Although it appeared like Ofmatthew was killed, she wasn’t; it appears she is simply brain-dead, and June is pressured to stay by her bedside whereas she remains in a vegetative state and her youngster continues to grow inside her stomach. June shortly starts to lose her own thoughts as she stays confined to the hospital with the vegetative handmaid, and it seems like she may try to assassinate Serena.
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The episode opens with Ofmatthew hooked up to tubes and machines in a blindingly white hospital room. June appears to be hallucinating Belinda Carlisle’s “Heaven Is A Place On Earth” music in time with the beeps of Ofmatthew’s machines whereas she sits quietly on her knees in entrance of her bed.
“Ofmatthew is just a vessel now. The baby is all that matters. I suppose that’s all that’s ever mattered,” she thinks to herself as she watches docs poor over Ofmatthew’s mattress. It’s been 32 days because the incident, and apparently Aunt Lydia is forcing June to stay by her bedside as punishment for the best way she and the other handmaids handled Ofmatthew following the incident with Martha Francis and Hannah.
The days seem to tick on by as wives come to wish for the child, and June nonetheless sits on her knees in entrance of Ofmatthew’s mattress. She is joined by different handmaids every so often, and June considers the totally different smells in the rooms – the wives odor like cleaning soap, (the odor of the Ceremony), and the handmaids odor like sweat, whereas the hospital itself smells like orange peels.
“I will be here until there’s a baby … however long that takes,” June thinks to herself. She retains interested by the smells within the room, together with how Ofmatthew smells like decay, and the clear odor of a child.
Little women dressed in pink stroll by the room ceaselessly, and it’s clear June is hoping Hannah will one among them. She watches them as they file by the room, and infrequently stop to observe her pray for Ofmatthew.
The scene cuts to nighttime and June is making an attempt to stand up. She’s received bruises and scrapes on her knees from sitting for therefore lengthy, and considers the truth that she may be crazy. She walks toward Ofmatthew’s mattress and grasps onto her respiration tube. She is thinking about pulling it out.
She does pull it out, however hospital nurses come to the rescue and ensure Ofmatthew doesn’t die, and that the child is protected. It’s unclear if June hallucinated herself pulling the tube or not, however the scene cuts back to real-time and Aunt Lydia is speaking to her and a gaggle of handmaids whereas they pray for Ofmatthew.
Aunt Lydia tells Jeanine how ugly vainness is and makes her draw her hair back, and she or he says it isn’t truthful as a result of her eye socket is infected from the place Ofmatthew struck her in the face with a can. Ofmatthew then starts to seize as her blood strain drops, so the docs reduce a slice in her femoral artery and add extra fluids, and as Aunt Lydia is on her means out the door, June confronts her about when she is allowed to go house. Aunt Lydia says she is “being ridiculous” and isn’t allowed to go residence until Ofmatthew can go residence. She chastises her about how she and the opposite handmaids handled Ofmatthew after the Martha incident, and Aunt Lydia assures her that she believes in June’s help of Ofmatthew and that she will probably be advantageous.
As June is laying in a spare hospital mattress, she continues to observe Ofmatthew and sing “Heaven is a Place on Earth” earlier than she gets up to take a look at the contaminated needle disposal container. She shoves her hand in and pulls out a used scalpel.
As she’s about to chop Ofmatthew’s throat, Jeanine comes within the room to verify on Ofmatthew. She is seemingly staying on the hospital as nicely due to her contaminated eye socket. They speak about the truth that Jeanine hasn’t “really” been praying for Ofmatthew, and she or he believes it’s her fault that Ofmatthew had one other seizure. She begins to talk to her, and tells the vegetative lady that she forgives her for attacking her on the market.
June tells Jeanine she knows how they may help her, and exhibits her the scalpel. Jeanine is instantly upset and asks what Ofmatthew and the infant “ever did to her,” and tells June that she will’t kill her as a result of she’s “one of us.”
After Jeanine convinces her to not kill Ofmatthew, she asks when June turned “so selfish,” and tells her that every thing has “become all about [June] now.” She says “you’re different … I don’t like it,” and leaves after June tells her to “get the f–k out of here.”
The scene cuts over to the subsequent day, as June overhears the nurses speak concerning the little women in pink strolling by means of the hospital and the way they’re here for their pelvic exams and menstrual cycles, so the docs can hold monitor of how shut they’re to being biologically ready to offer delivery. As June contemplates who she is going to kill (the physician, the spouse or the nurses), Serena walks within the room to wish for Ofmatthew. June asks if she will speak to her in personal, and Serena obliges earlier than June slices her open with the scalpel.
June cries “this has to end, this has to end,” while Serena seems to be down at her in pity and says “you were supposed to be one of the strong ones.”
Serena goes to get the doctor, and lies about June’s accident, saying that she just reduce herself. The doctor comes in and mentions that she needs stitches and picks up her scalpel to put back in the contaminated container. It’s clear that June is dropping her thoughts and not properly at this level.
Because the doctor fixes her up, she asks why he is helping her when he must be reporting her for stealing the weapon. He tells her that he took an oath to “first do no harm,” which is why he isn’t turning her in. June tells him how her mother used to follow drugs and the way she all the time put her sufferers – the ladies, not the youngsters – first, and the physician asks if she acquired out, and June tells him no.
June admits to the physician that she was going to kill all of them, and he says he tried to help her by convincing them that they couldn’t depart her in the room without worrying about “brain atrophy.” He convinces her say she has been having suicidal ideas to attempt to get her out of the hospital and to keep her off the wall, and she or he admits that she has been feeling hopeless figuring out she may by no means see her daughters once more.
The scene cuts over to the next night time, and while June watches Ofmatthew, her machines start to beep uncontrollably. She pulls again the blankets on Ofmatthew’s bed and realizes that she is bleeding profusely from her stomach. The docs are available and minimize her open, remove her tiny fetus, and try and revive the infant. The little boy begins to breathe, and the docs whisk him away while telling the nurses to sew Ofmatthew back up because “they need the practice,” even though she is probably going going to die. June lastly gets to go away the hospital.
As she’s leaving the hospital, a younger woman dressed in pink provides to help together with her bag, and tells her that she’s within the hospital because she was advised she will have youngsters. The little woman says that’s what she needs, nevertheless it’s apparent that she doesn’t need to.
Just as June’s walking outdoors, she decides she wants to stay with Ofmatthew in her last moments, and Aunt Lydia tells her how sort it’s of her to supply to stick with the dying lady. Aunt Lydia then walks over to Jeanine’s room, who tells her that her contaminated eye socket is therapeutic nicely. Aunt Lydia provides her a pink eye patch the wear and tear over her eye as a present (since she’s all the time had a delicate spot for Jeanine).
The scene cuts again over to June, who is sitting by Ofmatthew’s bedside and telling her that it’s okay to lastly let go, and that she’ll be right there throughout her last moments. She apologizes to Ofmatthew for her conduct throughout final week’s episode, and tells her that she “got lost.” She admits that it’s not an excellent purpose, but that “they just take everything from you.” She goes on to inform her about how lovely her son is, and that everybody is praying for him however that she shouldn’t fear because he’s “just like you … he’s a fighter,” and that he doesn’t need to grow up in Gilead. “He deserves to be free,” she tells Ofmatthew and guarantees her that she goes to get them out.
“I’m going to get out as many children as I can,” she tells Ofmatthew. “I don’t know how yet, but I swear to you, I’m gonna get them out. Because Gilead should know how this feels. It’s their turn to hurt.” She sings her “Heaven is a Place on Earth,” once more as Ofmatthew fades away.
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